New Chapter

today i graduated high school. i'm so glad to be done with that part of my life. i got a new laptop that i'm still trying to figure out and make it a little faster. right now it is annoying me but we will see. i graduated with honors and an advanced diploma. my parents still dont know i pulled out of ferrum. the plan is to tell them i wanted to wait a semster before going back and go from there. i do plan on going to TCC after one semester. i thought i would feel really different but i dont. so along with the new laptop i got headphones a balloon from tysha and some money. i'm nervous about this. new chapter of my life. who knows what will happen next. i need to start turning in job applications and really try to get a job. we still need a lot of money to get the garage fixed up. lets see how fast we can get that done. i love my kevin and i'm so excited about moving in with him and spending more time with him. even if my family doesnt know about all my plans yet and i know they might not be happy this is my life and what i want and they will have to get over it. they can either deal with my choise now and stand behind me on it or wait until i turn 18 and then i'll move in with him anyways and then they may never see me again. well i should go get ready for bed. its been a long day and i'm tired even though i dont have to wake up early. yay. NIGHTY NIGHT

stuffity stuff stuff

well bruno went to his new home today. tomorrow witht eh money we are going to buy a new fan for the room so its not as hot in there. so much to still get done. took some sweat pants undies socks and t-shirts over there. still need to take more over there and we need to buy another dresser because i have a lot of clothes. well senior day tomorrow, english exam on tuesday, and gradutation on thursday. we also have graduation practice tomorrow. this will be fun. the next week should be busy. im ready to grow up and get out of this house. im excited and nervous at the same time. NIGHTY NIGHT

fun day

well this morning started off way to earlier. Natalie started coming into my room about 7:30 trying to wake me up when i hadnt planed on waking up until 9. well finaly about 8:15 i get out of bed. nothing to do until natalie's game at 11. at her game the other coach knew she had down syndrome and after she batted( two tries and didnt hit it) they let her run all the way around the bases. it was great. the rest of the game i spent yelling at her to sit down or stop doing one thing or another. after the game we wetn and picked up kevin shannon and the boys and headed to the beach. it was fun and we all got a little pink luckily for me im the only one in the group that wont stay pink and will tan out. after the beach mallory took natalie and stopped by kevin's to change and went to mcdonalds with stephanie and shannon and the boys. me shannon and stephanie sat and talked about all thing's Mosley House. then went back to the house and cleaned up. no matter how much sweeping happens in that room its always gets dirty again because of the dogs.we think we found a home for bruno and they are supposed to come get him tomorrow morning. after he gets picked up we are going to walmart to get another fan for the room sense kevin likes to be a fan hog and some snacks i told kevin we would get. and i want to look at the cheap dresser so i can start taking clothes over there. well its been a long day so im off to bed. another great adventure ahead of us tomorrow. NIGHTY NIGHT

lala

today we started cleaning. still trying to rehome bruno. because of our new plan we cant keep both dogs so we are trying to find him a new home. we have so much to do. tomorrow mom is taking taylor jospeh and bailey to track and me and shannon (kevin's cousin) had planned on taking the boys to teh beach. so tomorrow i have to take natalie to her game at 11 and then beach at 4 then we have someone coming over after 4 to check out the place for petsitting. should be a fun day. im excited. time to shower and go to bed. NIGHTY NIGHT

New Plans

so much has been going on lately. i have decided i dont want to go to college this year and that i want to move in with kevin the only thing is how to tell my parents without them freaking out and i know my dad will threaten both me and kevin but im almost graduated from high school and it sucks that ill still be 17 until september. me and kevin have talked about everything and we have a plan but my parents only see what they want to. my dad decided i would go to ferrum and play volleyball. i realized i dont even want to play volleyball anymore but i feel like i cant tell them that. they make me feel like i cant talk to them because they would only get mad at what i have to say. if its not what my dad says is right then its wrong and he flips out what he doesnt realize is that this is my life and not his. he cant control me forever. i need to call ferrum and let them know i wont be coming. everything is so confusing and i know what i want and what will make me happy but it scares me because i know my parents wont approve and will flip shit because they already dont like kevin and his family but this isnt about them. i want them to know without me telling them but i know that wont happen and i dont want to tell my dad but i know i need to. the plan is to slowly move my clothes and stuff over to kevins so by the time i decide to really move over there it will be better. i've made up my mind and this is what i want and it doesnt matter what everyone else including my family has to say. i know my parents will forever look down on me. ill be the one child that didnt do everything they want and didnt go to a college right away like they wanted. i know i will complete school its just not what i want to do right now i have other things i want to do first. ok this is enough for now i really need to start writing more often. OOOO one more thing 2 more days and one exam until im done with school. i graduate next thursday and im so ready to be out of high school. ok NIGHTY NIGHT