so much

Its been a while sense my last post and i've been trying t0 keep up with a notebook so this is being neglected. so i pulled out of ferrum and was going to go to classes here and then i got an email from the volleyball coach saying how much they really want me to go there. well i broke down and realize i really want to play volleyball and i cant if i stay here. so i told them i wanted to attend and asked what i needed to do to come this fall. they said they wont know for sure until monday when everyone gets back into the office. this weekend has been so long and i knwo today will be the longest day of my life as i wait to figure out what i need to do. i really hope i can still come in. i really want to go. they have a rolling deadline so i should still be able to they should just look at my application and re-admit meand everything sense my deposit is already paid and they said it would stay until next year. i'm so excited and its so hard to wait until i know. its driving me crazy. o well i'll do whatever i have to but i really want to go to ferruma nd play volleyball.